Last couple of days (couple of weeks really) have been rainy, and all of a sudden it’s felt rather cold outside. FYI: Cold in Taipei = brisk in NYC. Nonetheless, it still doesn’t seem right when I’m forced to don a hoody in Taipei like I did today. It was a warning that autumn, the one I’m accustomed to, has finally arrived.
I’m glad the heat and humidity are gone but the sudden approach of cold is sometimes an unwelcoming feeling as well. Maybe because the fall always reminds me of going back to school, or more recently the end of half-day Fridays at work. It reminds me of the daily grind of life- there’s no avoiding it, the best I could do was come here and delay it. And despite my best efforts, I still fall in that “routine” trap from time to time: I have classes every day and then I study for a couple hours at least. From there I’m free to do whatever but keep in mind that the last bus to my place is at 9:40pm. If I rode my bike out, my “curfew” is extended but with the rain we’ve been getting, I haven’t been willing to bike it. Although I’ve been used to commuting since high school, it still gets weary at times.
With that said, maybe I just need a moment to reset myself. Perhaps it’s just the lack of sunlight that’s been getting to me. I’ll be picking up my mom from the airport tomorrow morning, so…that oughtta liven things up. We’ll see. At the very least I’ll have home-cooked meals for the first time in ages.
It’s been two months already. Feels like just the other day when I was saying bye to my fam at the airport. It’s probably too early to reflect on stuff but I’ll do it anyway. After class, if I have nothing to do and end up going home before 6pm- that’s a perfect example of when I miss my homies the most. One of my friends works in the city but lives in the middle of Long Island. After working the morning shift he always looks for shit to do, people to hang out with, otherwise going home too early would feel like somewhat of a fail. Now I understand much better what he meant. I can also appreciate to a greater extent the value of having good friends who are always down to chill.
<goes to flatten a mosquito against the wall>
Maybe it’s just because it started to rain again outside and I just came back from smacking to little pieces this POS mosquito flying around that I felt like writing this. Well, this exercise has been therapeutic (the writing, not the smacking. Actually, the smacking too.), but I best get back to preparing for my singing contest on Friday. Yes, singing contest. More on that later.
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